Sunday, February 15, 2009

secret crush

hmmm.... idk.... I'm soo fucking confused.... ( or so I make myself feel) ..... and I realize tht I'm gonna die... ahahahaha... god I'm bored... I've been waiting for a reply from a Mysterious crush.... (well he's not mysterious.. just secret...ishh...ohh the fuck with this) and soo far nothing... not a single word.... I guess I sound desperate.... i guess I am..... I might be..... ughhh y did he had to tell me tht he liked me???y did I had to tell him tht I liked him too??? I was gonna enjoy my lonely highschool yr with no excitement at all.... I was gonna marry and b loyal to my hw..... but now my mind is crowded with thoughts... ohh well.... I guess I'll just talk to the mirror again.... hello mirror... y the long face???? y soo blue??? r u even breathing??? whts tht in ur wrist??? did u cut urself????? y is the floor soo red??? ohhh sweetheart .... he wasnt for u .... and he'll never b .................... hmmm.... idk.... I'm soo fucking confused.... ( or so I make myself feel) ..... and I realize tht I'm gonna die... ahahahaha... god I'm bored... I've been waiting for a reply from a Mysterious crush.... (well he's not mysterious.. just secret...ishh...ohh the fuck with this) and soo far nothing... not a single word.... I guess I sound desperate.... i guess I am..... I might be..... ughhh y did he had to tell me tht he liked me???y did I had to tell him tht I liked him too??? I was gonna enjoy my lonely highschool yr with no excitement at all.... I was gonna marry and b loyal to my hw..... but now my mind is crowded with thoughts... ohh well.... I guess I'll just talk to the mirror again.... hello mirror... y the long face???? y soo blue??? r u even breathing??? whts tht in ur wrist??? did u cut urself????? y is the floor soo red??? ohhh sweetheart .... he wasnt for u .... and he'll never b ....................

[[fyi... I didnt like him... i just wanted to use him... I know.. I'm that complicated...]]

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