my monster

I have a monster that hunts me......and its my fear that makes him closer......I'm afraid.......and my fear it's eating me.......i cant stop it....nor i can change it.......it's my life.....and my life it is....it's not in the closet anymore.....its under my bed now.....I whisper in fear.....and shed dry tears.......because it will get me.....and I'm scared.....scared for my life...........I cant run all the time.....I cant hide all the time....I can't keep living this way....I have a monster.......and it wants me.....I'm afraid......and I scream in silence.......its under my bed.....and it will get me...