ummm...

well yesterday was my banquet... and it went great.... I wnt with antony.... and well even though we went as friends... I kinda like him ...but dont know... how sad... :( .... well anyways.... I was wondering if u could hate someone sooo much u dont care about tht person... or if u could love someone soo much u cant think of tht person... I picture everyone and see them all finding love at the end.... but for some reason I cant do tht with me.... I cant picture... or even imagine .... myself with someone... either boy or girl.... I just cant .... I cant ... I cant ..... I'll just keep on living until it ends....


[[fyi.. he like me too..Anthony... but I guess it didnt work out...]]