Throw a penny at my wishing well....

I wish I had the perfect
drug
that would numb
my mind with
it
I wish there was an ecstasy
that would freeze my life
instantly
I wish I had pure
cocaine
that would stop my
thoughts from
breathing
I wish I was addicted to men
so that my definition
of love would change
I wish I woulnd't care if
I screw up my
life
I wish I didn't know
that life is better when is
gone
I sometimes wish I was somebody alse
a girl who believes in love
who's waiting for the
perfect blue prince
who's life is sooo
enchanted
that no fairy tail can burst it
I wish I was a girl who can look at a mirror
and see a rose
instead of a monstreous thorn
I wish there were stiches that
would close my heart
and prevented from pumping
blood
I wish I had no feelings
that way I would not cry
when I fall
I wish there was someone out there
that would care what I thought
I wish
and I'll keep wishing
until I feel nothing at all
I'll do anything and
everything to my
wishes happen
I'll do everything and
anything to make
my life numb
I'll do anything and
everything to make this feelings
stop