me the narcissist

I just want to quit on everything

Just to have another day wihtout this pain

My wounds are so deep, it has no end

It begins from my chestand it doesn't stop from there

I want to be something I'm not

But the real truth isI'm nothing at all

I'm made from bone and flesh too

And if you cut me I'll bleed to death

And yet this pain never ends

I'm tired of carrying this pain

I can make my lipsgo red and soref

rom bitting hard and slow

And yet this pain keeps coming backWhat pain???

you might askPain from being me

Nothing at all

This wound is soo deepIt will never scarve

I'm dead already from bleedingthis far

I'm not afraid of the pain

And I don't care if I suffer from it

It's knowing that it will never change that makes me bleed each day

My eyes are dried from wasting my tears

I just want to sleep and never wake up

But that means leaving behind everyhting

that I'll never haveI want to cry some more

But my eyes will carry onno more

Am I doing the right thing???

or should I end it, here and now???

I can't mend what's already deep

I can't change what's already

ME

Can you help me???or is it just ME???